Friday, January 15, 2010
Yo peeps.
My life right now is so damn great.
I have finally started school at Ite.
The lesson over there are great.
The food they sell also damn power.Hehehe...
Then i finished school if i have time i will go back to my previous school for fun.
But everytime we go back to school.
We have a lot of negative comment's.
Like some of the student were happy to see us.
But some like not happy to see us.
But i don't give a damn about it.
Sometime i have free time i will SMS my ttm.
Then i asked how was her day.
But now i msg her she never reply.
I think she is damn mad with me.
But it is up to her if she want's to talk to me or not.
If she does not want to talk to me.
It's fine for me.
All these while i been making her happy.
In the end i get like this.
Hmph !!!
Gtg lazy to type more.
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Friday, January 8, 2010
Yo peepz...
Just update blog lar because i have nothing to do right now.
There is a problem with me right now.
I have secret crush with someone right now.
If she is sad i will have to alway's show my care to her because she is my friend.
But i don't know how to express my feelings to her.
But i have already accepted her as a friend.
Then i have made a promise i will not do anything to hurt her.
But i have sworn to myself if anything bad happens to her it will happen to me also.
But then i am getting weaker by the minute.
She is a one in a million person i care about the most.
Maybe we were not fated to be together.
We are fated to be friends only.
Damn stress right now.
What should i do ?
I can't be like this anymore.
I think i am better off just being her friend only.
It is for the best.
=(
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Today i am feeling damn happy and mad.The happy part is i am finally got into ITE.Then i went to meet my brother's and sister's at outside.Then we slack at the coffe shop which was nearby the mrt.Then i enjoyed myself with them laugh here and there.Then we went to our secret hideout spot.Then we got a terrible scolding from our brother.Then i kept quiet all the while.When the whole thing is finished.My friend which is a girl.When i was keeping quiet she hold my face and asked me what happen.Then i say...it's was nothing...Then i went back home taking the mrt and i send a SMS.I say for the mean time i will not be meeting up wif them.It is because i am damn fed up with them.Then i SMS my ttm and i asked her how was her day.She also replied my SMS.Then i went back home celebrating my father's birthday today.
=)
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Wednesday, January 6, 2010
A person can't make a promise is a hard pain for me.
I asked her simply to make a promise and i said don't ever leave me behind.
Her answer dunnoe.
What should i do ?
All this while i am trying so hard to make people smile.
I am trying hard to find answer to your question.
In the end i get nothing.
Everytime i get more stress.
By the way my stress is nothing to me.
I wish this thing had not happen to me in the first place.
People right now are around me does not know tat i am always had been sad.
I am always thinking on my mind right now is Death.
I just wish that i could just Die from this world.
Someone please help me before it's too late.
Or
Something bad happens to me soon.
:(
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Monday, January 4, 2010
STRESS
STRESS
STRESS
Why people must give problem?.
I hate problems.
It gives me stress and pain.
I hate it the most.
I wish i be in some place where i can release my stress and pain.
I hate living my life right now.
I just wish i could DIE right now.
Does anyone care about me ?
Where the people that i loved the most as in my friends have they left me behind or they have totally forget about me?.
It seems that no one care's about me.
I am really suffering alot of stress and pain.
I am better of DYING instead of Living.
Argh !!!
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Saturday, January 2, 2010
Yo people wassup....
Today i am in a happy mood only...
Slack wif my brother lurp shinkiro at simei and tampines.
We slack untill 8 plus at tamp.
Then we both go home and i accompany him to the mrt.
Then i went back home straight.
Then use the computer for a while.
That's all for today.
=)
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Friday, January 1, 2010
Yo peepz...
Is there anyone know that i am feeling damn angry...
I always throw my temper when people are around me...
What should i do ?
I feel like don't want to live in this world anymore.
Just want to die only.
Because of this i just want to rest.
I don't want to type so much.
Maybe i will not update my blog for how many days.
It depend's wether i am feeling okay or not.
TakeCare.
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The name is Muhd Khairul Zulhilmi.
17 years of living, and im still alive.
twentyone-zerosix-onenine'ninethree.
Currently, im studying at ITE College West.
Well its 2010. No spamming kay? Envy me? GOOD :D